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June 23, 2006

The Love Of Mrs Appelby Now In Old Age

Louis Appleby, spider like, felt old rustling and whispering through a speckled blue corridor and panting in the chilled iced air. In the darkness it was like walking upstairs. The concentration made him breathless. The walls spooked him. The house was too large, way to large. And it was like winter in every room a fact which painfully emphasised a dreadful and provocative irony - it wasn't even night outside but mid afternoon, mid after noon of a blistering day, the hottest for some time and consequently his clothes were way too thin.

"Godforsaken house," he exclaimed! His hands went into banter with the walls a dreadful scrapping and scraggling, not so much a panic but a desperate frustration, for the Louis' ancestral home had a habit of shifting walls, floors and furniture. Even light switches and sockets had been known to move on a magical and most assuredly feminine whim. And always when Louis' back was turned.

You see she loved him. Monstrous! She had loved him for a life time and more if you could believe the gossip she spread about herself and the ancient kings of Egypt. She adored every hair on his tired old body. She had hailed each strand of youth that had slipped from his scalp and had collected as many as she could find and hidden them in box under the stairs. She performed like a conjurer turned assassin, in the shadows, in secret, in silence. Each move a reflex, her baggy skin hung around her neck like a balaclava, her perfume as innocent as a hurricane wind.

And every time he got caught like this he would always think of her. And she knew it, and this would warm her heart. That was why she was so pernickety about tidiness and design. She was always trying to prove herself to him. Each desperate time she tidied the living room, was an act of passion and he knew it. It did not matter how much he fumed, how much he cursed her when he tripped over newly placed shoes or stubbed his toe on the sudden materialisation of a wardrobe. She loved him from youth into deep old age and that was what counted.

So it can be argued that for Louis, a man who had never read a cheap love story or ever heard a loving lament, life had been generous. Yes, it was pretty good going for a tired old hospital nurse for whom temper had replaced passion, who in his youth was once a great stallion of a man.


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June 20, 2006

Arts Council of England Are Gutless

I've just returned from an Arts Council do with a broken heart.

This was a Cultural Leadership launch billed as being lead by Tessa Jowl, Secretary for Media, Culture and Gambling.

I arrived to be told, from a source close to Peter Hewitt, the Arts Council's Chief Exec, that funding to the arts is to be cut by 5% in 2008 and that the Arts Council are not going to fight it because they believe there is no point - it is a done deal with our increasingly dissapointing labour government.

The Arts Council should be providing leadership to the professional artists working in the UK and this is a bit of a kick in the teeth. To lay back and not put up a very public fight feels as if they are abandonning us. Its a little gutless.

June 13, 2006

FLID Chapter 10 :: Arthur pt 4

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Here is the last part of Chapter 10 - ain't that just taken an age to put together. Life has a habit of just getting in the way! Chapter 11 is on its way.

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Arthur looked blank in the way that the final page of a book is often left empty, tragic really, if he could have pulled off a 'Hamlet' moment of existentialsm he would have kept them all guessing and perhaps bought himself a little more time.

“Do you like Dolly Parton?”

Arthur squinted to face the ice cold wind the thought of her voice evoked.

“Me neither,” bollocked Barry, “fucking wife loves her though and some of it rubs off,” he was coming on like a cunt, “do you mind if I put some on? This is a corker.”

He flipped a remote control, a jangly guitar brought the gentle hum of Dolly all tits and teeth riding in on a pure white porn palace unicorn.

Barry was tapping his feet, “it gets really jolly when she starts to sing.”

The heavy shoulders in the corners of the NCP Noah’s hut were bouncing on the strings of the steeled guitar twang.

“It's about reminiscing this song," he went on. "I've got this photographic memory so I don't get much of a chance to reminisce. My minds a work tool ya know? All pictures, no feeling, I don't have those Marlboro moments to conjure up by a log fire... when you can just remember something beautiful. Its all fucking work, work, work – there’s nothing in ere that’s evocative, its all as it was. It’s a thing mate, to remember every pictorial moment, every colour uninterpreted, in its place, every word in order to the sentence that was uttered.”

Dolly could bring out the best of any situation, knees were popping, even Arthur was enjoying this little breather before the end.

"‘Shu Shu Sugar Hill Memories,’" Barry loved this song- “I'm sorry mate, you want to know whose head is in there. Take it out, go on.”

Before Arthur could reach over Barry was already jumping ahead, “just a sec. I've got the perfect song.” He flicked through a couple of tracks and then the room was truly ready for Arthur’s Armageddon, courtesy of Barry exercising a painful poundstretcher republican religiosity. Dolly's gentle ‘hello God’ gave the whole game away.

“She’s a bitch, don’t ya think?” Barry had her teeth, “she’s got her tweeters on the lips of the great holy of holies, toe tapping one minute, glands to heaven the next – that's fucking Gregor in there!” Dolly’s prayer was rising, “go on take him out.”

Arthur did not move.

“He's been dead a while, as you know, so take a good handful of his hair cause some of it might come off in your hands.” Barry looked at Arthur and then threw a glance at Charlie. “I've got a few mates on the force Arthur.”

Arthur took out a packet of Benson and Hedges cigarettes. He put one to his lips and then handed the packet around the room. Before long the room was filled with a thick soulless smoke.

Barry looked at him, “I bet you fucking hate grasses,” he said, “but it was your phone that gave ya away, when your numbers up and all that, so we nicked Gregor's head from one your fridges, well we had to leave most of him behind, it's one thing to nick a head, it's a bit smaller than his bollocks.” Arthur just looked at Barry as he laughed. He did not laugh for long. “Go on,” reassured Barry, “take him out.”

Arthur pulled back the cloth on the bucket and lifted out Gregor's decomposing head. The skin had softened so that Arthur’s grip caused the top lip to reveal Gregor’s teeth which had already begun to turn brown.

Even though the smell brought tears to their eyes, everyone was too cool to gag.

The pigeons peaking in through the windows had the look of hyenas.

June 12, 2006

Guantanamo Bay

I am just about to put up a new section to a story but i thought that I would write this first. I am a digusted by the US remarks coming from Guantanamo Bay refering to the suicides that have just taken place as a "PR" campaign. The people who have made these comments, and the government that upholds them (whatever they might say) are beyond contempt. But then what else should we expect from those who build a case for war on lies and deceit, from a president who is a murderer? How can those relgious fools that were so torn by the death of Terri Schiavo, a vegatable, so easily dismiss the lives of three healthy people, held with no hope of a trial and in contravention of the Geneva Convention? So there really is no sanctity of human life...

June 9, 2006

Back From Filming

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I'm back from filming MINE, my first feature film. Many thanks to the cast and crew for making it such an enjoyable experience. We managed to film through some pretty harsh weather, which miraculously seemed to changed to suit the script.

Well now that I am back I can do some writing so some material will be appearing soon. Until then here are some stills from the movie. The premise of the film is that on their way to cover a breaking story in a nearby village, a small western TV news-team and their two guides, local militiamen, find that they have walked into a minefield. The night is pitch black. Somewhere in the shadows the bombers are hiding; waiting to shoot whoever stumbles into their trap. Unable to move, and forced to speak in whispers, the journalists and their brandy-drinking militiamen spend an uneasy time together until one of the drunken guides steps onto a mine.

The photos feature Nick Ewans, Thoebe Soteriades, who play the two journalists John Powell and Anna Keane, and their two militia guides Dragan played by Laurentiu Possa and Jokic, the character dying in the image above, is played by Aleksander Mikic.

Just click below to see the images.

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